Wake Up

I'm in so much pain right now. Tried to shrugged it off but it's still there. 

I'll be fine I guess. I'm just tired of crying again and again. Feeling so helpless. Feeling disappointed. Feeling sad and blue. I'm tired of it all.

I don't know what will happen from now...

Will we ever be the same?

Broken

I'm getting tired. Really tired. I really don't know what to do anymore. I'm barely holding on. You can't even see that I'm falling apart. How can I make you see if you're turning your back away from me? I'm trying to control my emotions but it seems like you don't even care. I'm trying to make everything work. Why can't you even try making it work, too?

Corner of Your Heart

I'm so tired today. People kept looking at me while I was walking back to the apartment. There must be something wrong with the way I walk or maybe my face looked so tired.

I didn't got the chance to sleep yesterday. Got a lot of things going on in my head, I just wished I knew what it was.

The office was a bit relaxed today. I don't know why. LOL.

I'm still under the melancholy spell. Maybe it's the effect of not being able to sleep yesterday. Dead kid.

I got a message from my sister today. She told me to contact Mom. I wasn't able to call her since my phone doesn't have any load. :( sorry, Mom.

Should I go back to my hometown, stay there, and not rent anymore?

Hmmm...

Anyway, I'm waiting for my baby to log-in online while I ponder on the questions in my head. >.<

Babe, I'm sorry for being so cold towards you yesterday night and this morning. Please believe me that I still love you. In fact, I missed you so bad that I wish I'm with you right now so I can be at your side when you're asleep. I miss you so much... xoxo

Morning Lullabies

I wasn't able to sleep today. We fought again. I wished we didn't... I'm sorry, babe. :(

Come to think of it, there are some things that you wished you won't do but end up doing.

I'm feeling melancholic these past few weeks. Too many things running through my head. There are times that I would shut myself off to avoid blowing up. However, there are a lot of situations that can  happen in one night that might lead to me blowing up. Heh...

*Sigh*

Going back, I miss being with my babe. Sleeping together, doing nothing. My babe's head on my arms facing me. I just miss my babe so much...

Babe, sorry for the heated discussion again. I just don't know what to do anymore. I hope you slept well and that you're okay. Do your best at work today, okay? And don't forget to eat. I miss you and I love you so much. xoxo